*shiver me thinks me sick ... ohh, my aching stomach ... ooh i feel hot and cold rite now, juss like nam use to feel ... i spend too much time round sick ppl ... ah well, its called the flu season ... as long as i don't start bleeding ... again ... i'll be alrite ... *shiver "brr!"
Anyways, guess what! i moved! out of me ghetto house in scarbz and now in bigger house in markham, major mack. ... not as big as nam's and viet's tho ... damn their house is huge. Ooh-Ooh-Ooh ... i juss found out! Mary Ward is holding a MuchDance Party! that is soo fuckin awsome ... too good to be tru ... almost; "orgasmic" ... well, maybe not that good ... but as far as i know, this is the biggest thing to happen in Mary Ward since that potatoe exploded in the microwave last year, and almost took that guy's out ... er sumtin like that ...
hmm ... me juss take that Colorgenics test, pretty kool actually, almost accurate, here it is:
At this time in your life you feel like "giving up". For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams .. something has come along to burst the balloon. You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there seems to be no chance of fulfilling these dreams .. but you are so wrong. You are the sort of person that can influence any situation, that is - If you don't give up. So consciously make the effort ... You have that inherent power to succeed ...
Being a likeable person .. you get in well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to "Rock your boat". You want to "love" and to be loved".
You lack confidence and that is a great pity because deep down you are indeed a warm caring person. This lack of confidence is making you wary to be drawn into any open discussion or conflict and so you feel as if you should let matters lie ... and leave well alone ... but there may be a pleasant surprise in store for you. You are beginning to grow .. and very soon - sooner than you believed possible - this warm loving new you will be available for all to see and to appreciate..
Whatever you strive to do, something always seems to be holding you back. There is no subterfuge in you. You are a clear thinker and all you demand from life, in a relationship, is a partner whom you can trust and with whom you can, together, develop a foundation of trust based on understanding. You are your own person... and you demand freedom of thought ...to follow your own convictions. You have no interest in "two-timing" and all you seek is sincerity and "straight-dealing".
You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you ... There is no harm in "dreaming". But it is you - and only you that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality.
hmm ... i don't totally agree with the first paragraph, maybe it would hav been tru during mid December ... but now me don't ever wanna giv up ... me keep goin like energizer bunny! the second paragraph is very accurate the third paragraph, agen, would have been tru during mid December ... now me ver confident, and hopefully ver caring, i try ... I think the fourth paragraph would be tru, referring to my luck in dating ... sumtin always hold me back as for the last paragraph, i have no idea what its talking bout ...
so anyways, if you want to read up on recent happenings in more detail, check out "Distorted_Lens" in Open Diary.
hmm ... there is this one thing i didn't mention there tho ... there's this gurl i had my eye on for a while ... me friends know who me talkin bout ... she a really classy gal ... but so many guys try to be mackin on her ... i juss don't think i can compete with thugs, preps and older guys ... im juss crazy old renante ... so me not know wat to do ... hopefully me gots chance w/ her, yes? ... keep your fingers crossed ...
